This Grudge

[ti:This Grudge] [ar:Alanis Morissette] [al:So-Called Chaos] [by:AKR] [0:0]欢迎访问 我爱音乐 [00:00.00]Morissette, Alanis [00:03.00]Album: So-Called Chaos [00:06.00]Title: This Grudge [00:10.36]Fourteen years, [00:13.30]thirty minutes, fifteen seconds, [00:17.67]I've held this grudge [00:22.36]Eleven songs, [00:25.43]four full journals, [00:27.67]thoughts of punishment [00:31.36]I've expended [00:34.55]Not in contact, [00:37.55]not a letter [00:39.86]Such communication telepathic [00:45.86]You've been vilified [00:49.80]Used as fodder [00:52.05]You deserve a piece of every record [00:58.80]But who's it hurting now? [01:04.86]Who's the one that's stuck? [01:10.92]Who's it torturing now with an antique knot in her stomach? [01:22.24]I want to be big and let go [01:25.67]Of this grudge that's grown old [01:28.36]All this time I've not known [01:31.73]How to rest this bygone [01:34.24]I want to be soft and resolved [01:37.55]clean of state and released [01:40.36]I want to forgive for the both of us [01:46.73]Like an abandoned house [01:50.30]Dusty-covered furniture [01:56.42]still intact [01:58.61]if I visit it now [02:01.86]Do I simply relive it [02:05.61]Somehow, [02:08.30]gratuitous [02:11.61]But who's still aching now? [02:17.67]Who's tired of her own voice? [02:23.73]Who's it weighing down with no gift from time of said healing? [02:35.11]I want to be big and let go [02:38.55]Of this grudge that's grown old [02:41.05]All this time I've not known [02:44.55]How to rest this bygone [02:47.17]I want to be soft and resolved [02:50.54]clean of state and released [02:53.36]I want to forgive for the both of us [02:59.61]Maybe as I cut the cord [03:03.05]Veils will lift from my eyes [03:05.67]Maybe as I lay this to rest [03:08.67]Dead weight off my shoulders will rise [03:15.29]Here I sit [03:18.48]much determined [03:20.67]Ever ill-equipped [03:24.42]to draw this curtain [03:26.92]How this has entertained, [03:30.55]validated and has served me greatly [03:36.48]ever the victim [03:39.67]But who's done whining now? [03:45.67]Who's ready to put down [03:51.54]This load I've carried longer than I had cared to remember [04:03.11]I want to be big and let go [04:06.61]Of this grudge that's grown old [04:09.17]For the life of me I've not known [04:12.67]How to rest this bygone [04:15.17]I want to be soft and resolved [04:18.73]clean of state and released. [04:21.36]I want to forgive for the both of us [04:27.42]I want to be big and let go [04:30.92]Of this grudge that's grown old [04:33.36]For the life of me I've not known [04:36.92]How to rest this bygone [04:39.79]I want to be soft and resolved [04:42.86]clean of state and released. [04:45.54]I want to forgive for the both of us